Archive for January, 2006

28
Jan

LAST CALL AT THIS BAR

By clarencekuna 0 Comments
Categories: Uncategorized

LAST CALL AT THIS BAR

Last call at this bar,
This whiskey’s
getting stale,
Two shots left, and a bullet in my pocket,
I don’t have
what it takes anymore.

Last call at this bar,
My heart’s running
thin,
As my mind shone away from thinking,
But i kept calling her name.

Last call at this bar,
And I’m going to leave this town for good,

There’s so much pain at stake,
And I have given all of it up.

Last call at this bar,
I can’t even stay in this world anymore,

The revolver’s getting warm,
My soul is drifting away from me.

Last call at this bar,
She wants me dead for good,
The way she
pointed me to the door,
I couldn’t take it anymore.

Last call at
this bar,
I look around, faces smiling at me,
They have no idea of my
sorrow,
The aggravation, they will never understand.

Last call at
this bar,
I see my friend pleading to me,
Saying "please stay",
But
there’s nothing left for me here anymore.

Last call at this bar,
I
sat in my Shelby and cried,
Maybe leaving is a bad idea,
Maybe taking my
own life is a better idea.

Last call at this bar,
I took the bullet,
loaded it to my revolver,
One last aim at my temple,
As I squeezed the
trigger.

Last call at this bar,
Heaven, at last.

*Death
sounds more comforting than what I have to go through right now*

16
Jan

The Clarence Kuna FAQ (Frequently Asked Question) - Part 2

By clarencekuna 0 Comments
Categories: Current Affairs

Big fan of U2 eh? So what’s up with them?
Well, I was kinda depressed when I heard their song "Where The Streets Have No Name" which kinda lifted me to a new ecstacy. I never really paid any attention to them earlier but after the song, I started listening to them and found out that their songs, the music, is just so …. me

Some say you’re old fashioned?
Yeah, at times. I mean in some way. I still believe in the old teachings, the old codes. even when it comes to computers (I only started using Windows XP on 2003). There are things I do and practise that are still old, but not all.

Why are you so damned tall?
Genes, my grandfathers are tall…..

Brad Pitt’s e-mail address please?
HELL NO, that was work related…….I don’t want to get sued!

Sing a song for us!
Ever heard of Yahoo Messenger?

Things that you regret doing?
Come to think of it, there’s nothing….all had been said and done, so what’s the point of regretting?

What are your goals?
Good businessman, great writer, be a rock star, and a great husband and father…..

What’s your deepest desire?
Date Kate Beckinsale? Ahahahahahaha…… well,, my deepest desire? Wow, kinda tough. hrm….wedding in Venice?

How would you best describe yourself?
Simple life, complicated ideas on things, great visionary, ambitious, thinker, planner and executioner and very serious. Crackpot sometimes.

Can you do what needs to be done, despite the consequences?
What needs to be done, must be done, but I am always known for devicing Plan B and C

Do you always have that serious, no-nonsense face?
Yeah, I do, Don’t know why, makes me feel safe actually.

15
Jan

The Clarence Kuna FAQ (Frequently Asked Question) - Part 1

By clarencekuna 0 Comments
Categories: Current Affairs

When you’re born?
*calling mom*
18th June 1979, 2115 hrs

How tall are you?
6 feet 2 inches

Ethnicity:
Indian, with Chinese blood and a hint of French

Shoe size?
11

Where you grew up?
Cameron Highlands(Pahang, Malaysia) - as a child
Kampar(Perak, Malaysia) - schooldays
Kuala Lumpur(Malaysia) - college days till present

Childhood ambition?
Believe it or not, I want to be a garbage truck driver

Food?
Indian, Chinese and Italian

Sports idol?
Eric Cantona(soccer), Wayne Rainey(superbike), Mika Hakinnen, Kimi Raikonnen, Aryton Senna(F1 racing), Lance Armstrong(cycling)

Do you play basketball?
Surprisingly, no. I’m more of a runner and a cyclist. Never really good at jumping.

Favorite toy as a kid?
Trucks, army men

Favorite poets?
Charles Bukowski, King David

When did you start writing?
High school. I was a bit of a loner when I’m at home, I spend myself locked up in the room, writing

When you’re baptized?
When I’m seventeen, June 30th if I’m not mistaken

Best Christmas present?
A girlfriend (2005)

First crush?
Whoa…..well, a girl I met at a church camp, lasted for quite long actually, didn’t really work out, well, what do you expect, it’s a crush.

Will it ever work out if there’s a chance?
Not really, at the end of the day she’s not really my type

Past relationship?
Two, 1998 and 1999

What happened with them?
First one broke up cause, well, she’s more inclined to girls. Second one, well, she gave me some crap reasons I didn’t really buy…..

Biggest achievement?
Getting my letter published in the Manchester United magazine (it was big for me) and second place in the World Solar Cycle championship (1999) - second in the world, I mean who wouldn’t be proud?

TV appearances?
A couple, especially after the cycling race

First public broadcast appearance?
A kid’s radio show way back in primary school. Was cool back then

Current relationship?
This blog is for her!

Computer system that you’re running now
Pentium 4 1.5 GHz, 512Mb memory, 128Mb memory, a 200GB and 40 GB hard disk, 40GB portable hard disk, standard sound card, 6 USB ports, LAN card, Aztech broadband modem, 19" analog LCD monitor, 1400 lumens projector, 5.1 surround speaker, 1 DVD player and 1 DVD writer

Cellphone?
O2 XDA 2

Cars you’ve owned
A Toyota KE-40. Nissan Sunny 130Y, Toyota Corolla (current)

Dream car?
Aston Martin Vanquish, 68′ Shelby Mustang GT 500, Jaguar E-Class

Sports you watch?
Soccer, Ice hockey

04
Jan

I Wonder

By clarencekuna 0 Comments
Categories: Poems

I wonder……
How do you sleep at night,
The way you close your eyes before you go to your slumber,
Do you think of me before you close your eyes?

I wonder…..
Which side of the bed are you in tonight,
Are you sleeping soundly tonight?
With the sound of the gentle breeze catching up to your ears,

I wonder…..
How are your dreams,
Are you smiling when you’re dreaming,
Do the nightmares wake you up at times,
Sleep soundly my princess
And know that I am dreaming of you too tonight.

I wonder……
How would you look when you wake up in the middle of the night
When you yearn for fresh water,
How would you look like when you are refresh
And how would you go back to your slumber

I wonder……
The look on your face when you wake up in the morning,
The droopy face, is it happy or sad?
Or do you yearn for more of those closed eyes moment

I wonder…..
I always do,
Cause thinking of you gives me a reason to live
And to love……..