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Leaving Lethal Doses
It was one of the hardest thing to do.
I’ve never considered it an option, but as time goes by, it gained
entry to the list and was pushed up the pecking order until it
remained as one of the few choices I had to make.
As for now, the official reason is
“personal problems” the nature of the problem is not up to
discussion at this point or at any point, for as stated before: it’s
personal.
There are things in life that you had
to do no matter how reluctant you are to do it. Unfortunately, my
pride and joy that is the band had to be one of it. Some would cry,
some would just get angry and dive into the world of drugs and
alcohol, but as for me, I just didn’t know what to do. Am I relieved?
Am I free? Was my problems solved?
I wouldn’t know. Only time will tell.
It was though but it was necessary for me in order to set things
right.
I wouldn’t go into the history of the
band in detail because there are nasty trails: not all rides are
joyrides, there bound to be bumps somewhere along the line. Maybe one
day I will release an official biography and shed light to this
mysterious trails that are still haunting me, but for now the pain is
for me to bear. As for now, everything will be on a need to know
basis.
It was formed with music in mind, a
free flowing creativity from every corner: vocals, guitar,drums and
bass, that would build strings of great melodies executed in a grand
fashion. From the riffs, melody to the lyrics and the intensity of
emotion in the songs, everything is sewn up tightly in the music we
play. Even when the band had several lineup change, this formula was
preserved to maintain what Lethal Doses has kept from the very
beginning.
Things change for a reason, sometimes
several reasons. These changes can have a positive or negative impact
on individuals involved. Not that I don’t like changes, but for me,
everything had been a chain reaction, hence the ’s’ in ‘problems’.
It wasn’t something to be discussed.
The decision had been made by me before I broke the news to the band,
so whatever they say or do would not have changed my mind. My mind
was set and I was firm, as I have always been with my other
decisions.
There were no bridge burnings or sour
notes. There is no need for any of that. I still love the band and I
wish them all the best in their future.
Goodbye.
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